August 2009
1 post
T
Fuck tumblr.
July 2009
20 posts
Dry your hollow eyes
This is not the time or place for us to speak like this
Even if I had the thought I’d never dream of it
Here
So I’m going to write a screenplay.
Oh shit, radio killed honesty
I could obscure these words with poetry False maturity There’s no universal truth No blueprint to help you follow you It’s all up to you So be proud of what you do Cause it is what it is what it is what it is
Bend to Squares
It’s really bothering me that I’m not pleased with who I am
Tuesday
There’s sixteen years from here to the past
There’s love, there’s hate
There are drugs in the back
The lights are dim and the music loud
Like the whole damn city is upside down
It’s been two years and I haven’t been too proud
But the worlds on fire and I’m just getting out
Some friends are drinking up from the family brew
The words are spilling out and...
From the Party
They carry weight and they can create
A song from words, that’d take me days
Both my ears they listen close
My eyes adjust and I sing back slow
Something
Go ahead and ask me how I felt
When I learned your bones
Don’t fit under your skin that well
Greyhound Exhaust
In my mind there’s a Tennesse
With the rolling hills and the hardwood trees
You (2)
I wasn’t taking it out of proportion. I understood what you were saying.
EH WH
I don’t really like blogging just to bitch, but I don’t really care right now. Hampshire is really quite the depressing town. It may sound like an exaggeration, but it’s true. Honestly, there really isn’t shit to do. I haved lived by the same people all my life, I have hung out with the same “crowds” all my life, and it’s really kind of upsetting when I...
I'm going to forget
I thought that you didn’t want to grow up? Growing up and moving on are two different things, therefore saying you want to do both doesn’t make much sense.
Gay
Tumblr is pretty fuckin stupid when no one else has one.
Today
Strange night a few nights ago at Zacks. Lights off and 8 or 9 people on one bed. Random kissing and groping haha. Good times. Weird times, but good times. Yesterday was alright, just chilled with Ed and then visited Kaitlyn at work. We picked up Danny and went to Wendys for the second time within an hour pretty much. Great choice. Today I bought an old Tony Hawk game for $20! The game is actually...
Half-Way
Did you know that I am king?
Of make believe life fantasies
Emily, you had the chance to be
But chance just doesn’t sit with me
Carousels
Watching carousels and catastrophes were the same
They spin you fast enough to lose strength
And then slow you down just as you break
Missing
Waking up and looking back on who we were
Who we missed and who we’re missing first
Keep my head on straight, and keep me still
Cause I’m quite a mess and you can relate
So yeah I’m blogging in Kaitlyns room on her computer while she gets dressed or something. It smells like love in here haha. Listening to Grapevine Fires, surprised I stopped listening to Narrow Stairs so quickly. It needs to grow on me more. Death Cab usually doesn’t disapoint, but my expectations were real high for this album. So anyways. I think I’m going to see Kevin Devine...
I don't mind restriction
So I guess this is my “summer” post. I won’t talk about everything I did this summer though. Lately I have just been hanging out with Ed though and chilling. We made a Michael Jackson (R.I.P.) mix that we have been spinning in his car for the past three days now, and I still don’t think it’s getting old. It was pretty cool blasting it around lame ass Podunk town at 6...
Boomerang
What should I even write about? It’s not like I want to sit here and complain about friends and girls and being a teenager. I really am tired of that shit.
Summer
So I kind of forgot that I had this. Maybe I’ll use it.
March 2009
4 posts
Misery meet happiness
I wrote an awesome song one night a few weeks ago. It’s weird really, I find myself humming along to its vocal melody in my head a lot. I’m extremely proud of the song. I didn’t know that I had it in me to write the type of song that I did. After I finished the last line, I knew that I’d have big plans ahead for the song. This past weekend I sat down and worked on a guitar...
This is the life you went and earned
I’ve come to grips today. I’ve been taking myself too seriously. For the last three years I’ve been trying hard to be “perfect”. No one is perfect, no one ever will be. It’s easy for me to say this now. From this point on, I’ve promised to myself that I’m going to grow up. I’m going to take what responsibilities are mine and commit to them.
I believe in everything
Really, more snow? Fuck.
Another bag of bones
I downloaded the new Kevin Devine album today, “Brother’s Blood”. Actually, the album leaked earlier this afternoon I believe and I was lucky enough to come across the link a couple of hours ago. I am about half way through the album right now, and it’s phenomenal. All of his records are great, they deserve a long and careful listen. “Brother’s Blood” is...
February 2009
4 posts
Like the chorus to the verse
The ‘90’s was a great time for music. No Lil Wayne, no auto-tune (sorta), just good old college rock. Lots of hits. Speaking of, I’m currently listening to Semi-Charmed Life. Fucking great times.
Time
It’s 2:22 in the afternoon and I haven’t gotten dressed yet. My girlfriend is coming over in an hour. I should probably groom myself. We saw Blue Man Group last night. Sick show, I was very impressed. Today is Sunday, which means tomorrow is Monday, which means I have school. High-school really does suck. Geometry homework that probably won’t be finished is sitting somewhere in...
Lift
“I don’t keep my heart on my sleeve, for fear it’ll break between you and me”
Here and There
Hey, I’m Cam. I live in a very small town 45 mintues outside of Chicago. I guess you could consider it a suburb. I’ll have far more posts during the summer. Keep in touch!
6/09